Almost lost

Went toilet,came out. DAMN,which classroom did I came out from??!?!!?!?!?!?!
The first room? ( NO? It wasn't the nearest to the toilet )
The 2nd room? ( Hear the sound inside,some lady lecturer,NO?)
Spot toilet auntie when I went toilet,THANK GOD,They stand outside my class.
That's how I got back to my classroom.
Shermain+Jinling: LAUGHED LIKE MAD* YOU GOT LOST LIKE JIAHOU?
ME: Yeah,damn. Next time can't go toilet on my own. Almost wanted to call your to ask which classroom. WTF

TGIF,let me survive tomorrow.

Next phrase

You don't know how terrible I felt. It was that minute,I stared at it blankly. Why doesn't anything just make a damn sense in my mind. Why. I find it so hard to control myself,and thoughts just ran through my mind. Everything is horrible,why can't it be nightmare. At least let me wake up and find that everything will be back to where it was. If only.....With my utmost courage,I'll try.

Please for god sake,DON'T DROOL. Need this sweet dose now. Damn

Polymarinaaa

Hi people(: Went Polymarina today! Awesome(Y) The place is really really seriously wonderful though the distance there is HORRIBLE):
We had class at the 2nd floor. The scenery from the class to below is fabulous okay,esp when the whole window is glass,hohoho.

During class! Hohoh,today is great. We got a real early lunch for like 2hours+ the 7 of us went lunch together,damn noisy ttm. LMAO. & me+annnah+shermain+jinling+jiahou really can form complain club pleasezxzxzzz. We totally complained the whole entire day because the weather,etc. LMAO,i think that's how we got really close naozxzz.(: Went back class and we had a tie knotting class? Taught us different ways to tie knots. Was damn scared,cause they separated 03+04 into 3 groups!!! Jinling+annah was in grp2,while Shermain+Jiahou+Liting+Boni in grp1. & I was in grp3. FML las please. Thank goodness grp1+3 was tgtttt! Zomg,had a crazy time with Jiahou+Shermain!!!! Totally laughed+talked real loudly. & We kept talking about Belle+Edward from our class,LMAO canzxzzzzz. Hahaahaha. Time passes LIKE REAL FAST PLEASE. So amazing but true! After class went to take 30 with Liting+Jinling to JPPPP. Meet up with Bbei+Sj to go back JUYING. DAMN,I miss all of them. Su+KEUNHEE+Shahid+Bbei+Py+Hs+Gab+Florence+Marzie+MrsHon MUMMY+MISS NURUL+MISS WONG and everyone in 4e1!!!! MEET UP AGAIN SOOONNN EVERYONE:D

TGIF! Off now everyone,enjoy your weekend^^

Connecting dots

One of the best video ever,it set my mind thinking with many thoughts flashing through. Is this really what I wanted? Will the dots be connected? Someday,I believe it will though even I'm uncertain now. Because even you could make something the best out of it,it was just so amazing. Everything fall right into the space like how the puzzle pieces fits together. It was great to be optimistic. It was great to live life each day to the fullest doing what you enjoyed. Not for me now,hopefully,I'll be able to connect the dots soon. Don't let others rule over your mind and thinkings. Just be you,live life for yourself,not for others. Just continue looking,don't settle. The last part death actually impacted me the most. Live each day as if today will be your last day.

One of the best movtivation I ever had.

Going downhill.
The desire,the stepping stones,the mixed feelings. So sick,yet so clear.
Hey,it's time to show something. Maybe it's the time to settle down and think,what exactly it's.
Maybe.

Sorry all,not blogging as often as I'm right now. Many things happened. Too busy. Sorry.

I don't understand why it have alway to be me when you're actually the one
I don't understand why you don't understand how I feel when I showed so clearly
I don't understand why you always start to blame me when it is actually you
I don't understand why,cause I really don't. I wish to understand,BUT
DO YOU UNDERSTAND ABOUT ME?
Sometimes when I see you,I don't know whether to feel happy or sad,Happy because someone actually give a damn? Sad because someone give a damn yet don't even know why you did so?

First

First day in school,drained me out. Had 3 different lessons today. I only remember we touch alot about globalisation+poa. & what logistics+supply chain management./ God,totally ALIEN LANGUAGE TO ME PLEASEZXZZZZ. Monday ended the lastest at 5.30pm. FML ttm. 2 hours lunch break tomorrow,wtf? Web cam with MarzieTehteh during break! Her evil friends said I=MIC. (?!?!?!?!?!!?!?) Like totally no? ): Met with Shoptilldropppp,awesome service! (Y) Headed home after that. Still having fever. DIE.

I wished that you'll be beside me,at least your presence is important. But,where're you? G.O.N.E
I never felt so alone and unwanted,I wanted to rant and complain everything to you. But you didn't realise.

Pizzahut

Just gotten home from Tampines with bbei. Ikeaaaaa. Went to Pizzahut for dinner. Mad awesome,we had the 5course dinner. I had Spicy Prawn Aglio Olio while Bbei got Creamy Porcini Mushroom. AWESOME TTM(Y). Happy las pleasezxzz. PIZZAHUT AGAIN SOON. ^^ Shall try 'the tale of two temptation'& 'warm chocolate cake with ice cream' for dessert next time! Hohohoh. & yeah,having fever+sore throat right now. D.I.E,school starting tomorrow at 10AM & end at 5pm. FML,nay. Alright,need to rest nowwwwww. My throat is killing me.

Die

Wake up and realise I have sore throat+headache. DAMN.

Fujifilm Instax Mini 7s

wanted this so badly,drop one infront of me pleasezxzxzxzzzzzzz

Better

Life have been pretty great,of 10 I'll rate it a 8. Looking forward to school on monday but scare that I'll get lost,zomg max. Did online shopping today,greattttttttt. Need.to.get.a.new.bag!

Shawty is a eenie meenie miney mo lover! (Y) Addicted.

& You keep me comming back for more

Flagday! (Y)

Alright,today is the flagday! Met the usual people,except jiahou was sick): Was at BukitBatok till 9+? Met florence at central to have lunch & back to my house market den back to school. & I HAVE COLLECTED $99.25!! IN DOLLARS OKAY,not like what M said,in cents. Rawr. Wanted to show Soup I can collect $100!!!! can): Sad ttm. Anyway,THANKYOU ALL TO THOSE WHO DONATED ESP THOSE AUNTIES+UNCLES!!!!! Glad that I can help the president challenge people! Mr_. didn't want to help me count,cause alot coins. Make me count myselff,lols! Waited for Florence at FC2 den Went to T19 to find Py! Waited for Hs. AGES SINCE I LAST SAW YOU ALL! :D Went back doverrrrr,waited for bbei and went back to SMA building for the partehhhhhhhhhh. Went offf after awhile,& had dinner! Homed after that. Think I was caught in the hot sun in the morning+noon and got drenched on the way home,that's why I'm having FLU NOW. SUCK. Alright,no sch tml! Sch start next week,ZOMG. SO FASTTTTTTTTTTTTT. DANGZ.

Spice trgg!

Alright,had spice trg today! About sp website and stufffffs. Boring ttm. & GUESSED WHAT. I was late for class today. Was supposed to meet Jiahou+Shermain+AnnNah @ 9.50am! I only reached at like 10.05am when spice start at 10am?! Sorry to make them waittt): Sat with Shermain during the trg! She got a huge shock when she saw my thousand plus msgs,ULTIMATE(Y). Hohohohoh. Meeting them @ Bukitbatok at 7am! Seeeee you all there,I won't be late. PROMISEEE^^Bbei+HS+PY going the orientation party tomorrow too~ Off now! BYE PEOPLE

Orientation

OKAYYYYYYYYY. Today is awesome(Y) I just ended video call with bbeiiiiiiiiii. I think we video call for like an HOUR. Hohohoho.
Anyway,today orientation is better than expected. Was still worrying like a sick nanny yesterday night about if I'll reach MLT1 anotttttttttt. Cause is like real inside. Zomg ttm. & TQ for Bbei to keep me entertained this morning even your batt is real low): & MARZIEEEEEE,I managed to make new friends today:D & Florenceeee for calling me during break! & Zj,for teaching me the way to reach. Thank you all:D Was on time than they took our attendance. Make new friend and I'm in DMB1A04! ^^ Know more friends in 03 though): But we didn't have any ice breaker game. So we just talked and get to know each other! So we meeting at our building lobby on wednesday cause the 4 of us had forgotten the way to our classroom,lmao but trueee. I know like eh, Jiahou+Shermain+Ann Nah+JinLing+SweeYing & just got to know another guy from my class thru Fb. & in the noon,we went Poly Marina. Quite cool though^^ Me+Jiahou+Shermain+Ann Nah were LATE. PAISEHHHHHHHHHHH TTTTTTTMMMMMMMMMMM. Shall not elaborate):
NO ORIENTATION TML,SPICE training on wed! & Flag day on thur. Okay,BYE.

P/S: Thank to those who made a effort to msg me and ask how's my orientation!!! MEGA LOVE TO ALL OF YOU:D (BBEI+PY+HS+ZJ+G+JS+F+S+M)

So fast

Okayyyyyyyyyy,sm bbei was beside me when I typed my previous post. She came over to my house and we giggled+gossiped for the whole noon. Amazing or what. It felt greatttt when we start to @#$%^&* about others:X hohhoho,total meanies. Lesser time together after we start school): & to mention about start school,ORIENTATION IS LIKE STARTING NEXT MON. Excited...NOT. Dreaded/Hope I won't get losttttttttttt,damn. Alright,I just managed to finish 2 awesome shows(Y). Okies dorkie,off for now:D

:D BBEIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII IS BESIDE ME NOW. ^^ Hohohohhohoohho,we spent the whole day laughing at people,zomg.

HELLLOOO, CCJY is a big fat mad meannieeeeee. ( LIKE NOOOOOOO. )

HOHOHOHHOOHOHOHHOH.

Kbox+Malaysiaaaaaaaa

Alright,as promised okay^^ Am getting lazier after comming back from Malaysia. So on the 31March,Flo+Cass+ME went KBOX. Sorry for letting your wait for me okay): Had YTF,so like now is already 8th of April,8 DAYS SINCE I LAST ATE YTF AT JP! Damn. Okay,so we headed to KBOX AFTER THAT. Mad awesome,we got high,serious. Hohohhoho,I think we're like damn loud,zomg. Hahahhahaha,kbox again soon! & I want to go Kidamaze before I turned 18!
Amount of food we had,didn't finish though.

Went to the toilet after that,MAD NICE I TELL YOU. LOL.MORE PICTURE @FB!!!

2nd APRIL
Okay,so I went to MALAYSIA on the 2nd of APRIL. ME+1stGORGOR+DADDY+COUSIN. Malaysia is just so horribly wonderful. I gained like NUMEROUS mosquito bites back+fats+darker. Reached Malaysia at like 3pm,went to 2nd auntie's house. GOT A HUGE SHOCK. Saw 2 dogs awaiting us at the doorstep. FML TTM,totally regretted x12329083084,the moment I saw the dogs): I hide in the house the 3 days unless we need to go out just to hide from the dogs. Didn't even have the chance to explore the garden): After we reached,3rd auntie drove us the (?) to touch fishes which are said to give you luck if you managed to touch. The fishes are likeeeeeeeeee huge,really huge & BLACK. I managed to touch a goldfish though. There's a huge black fish swimming infront of me but I dare not touch. ): Headed back and slept at like 10+ because we got nothing to do): Slept really well though daddy+gorgor said that they didn't sleep due to the noises.3rd APRILNeed to wake up at 7 !!! Went to the cemetery to sao mu. FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY 16YEARS OF LIFE I ACTUALLY WENT TO THE CEMETERY. The experience was 'awesome'. Anyway,I saw my Primary2 niece MengYao for the first time too. She damn cute okay. The elderly called her to call me Bian yi(AUNT),but she don't want. She told them I'm not aunt,not that old. Must call me jiejie,hhohohohoho. Den the elderly totally bwg and she kept calling me jiejie instead,cute or what. & It was mad hot please,I ALMOST MELTED. & my shoes was stuck with soils+mudddddddd. Zomg ttm. Thank goodness,auntie's friends got us soyabean^^ Went to the nearby coffeeshop to have lunch treated by 3rd auntie's husband,hohohohho. Went home and slept the whole afternoon cause all oof us were REALLY REALLY REALLY tired ttm): Woke up and went to find mummy's side 5th auntie and 1st uncle from daddy side. ( VERY CONFUSING I KNOW,but both my mummy+daddy side relatives live in Muar AND stay REALLY close together like the next house/street) The moment I reached 1st uncle house,I wish I'm whiter instead. Both my nieces look so ADORABLE,they're like the cutest baby I ever met,swear okay. Den when the another 2 nieces came out looking blacker, no one bother about them. All the attention went straight to my 2 whiter nieces okay. LMAO. Anyway,the younger niece is now the wall paper in my phone:D 3rd auntie brought us to dinner. YOU TELL ME HOW CAN I NOT TURN FAT. When all my auntie+uncles fed me really well for every meal,( Breakfast,lunch,hightea,dinner,supper) HOW YOU TELL ME. (!)(!)
Okay,my mad adorable younger niece. Her cheeks very nice to pinch ley,hohoho.THEIR FACE VERY VVVVV LEY):
This's her sister which is as adorable as her. She kept complaining to me that her daddy(my cousin) like to buy clothes for her when she have lots of it(!)(!) She even told him not to buy any more for her. & I SWEAR ALL HER CLOTHES are damn pretty+cute okayzxzzzz.
Both of them are my 1st uncle's granddaughter which are my nieces-.-
Went 3rd auntie's house after dinner,she own a HUGE temple. 3 of my nieces stayed there,damn cute okay. They wore the matching tiger pjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjs!
Mengyao:D She's like a xiao meimei when she's with me. But when her younger sister is there,she's really sensible and take care of her okay.
Her younger sisterrrr.^^

Another niece staying with them too. The 3 of them are my 3rd auntie's granddaughters^^
Didn't managed to take picture with 2nd's auntie grand children!! & most of my nieces are females. & TELL YOU SOMETHING SCARIER. My 1st auntie grandchildren are older den me in their 20s,IMAGINE CALLING SOMEONE aunt,zomg. All the nieces are from daddy's side. I GOT LIKE EVEN MORE NIECES AT MUMMY'S SIDE OKAY.
ZOMGZOMG,7 NOW. UPLOAD THE REST OF THE PHOTO LATER OR TOMORROW!!!!

P/S: LASTEST PIC OF ME NOW.
Just reborned my hair today,HELLO STRAIGHT HAIR:D

HELLO,I'M STILL NOT DEAD YET. Shall update tonight. PINKY PROMISE^^

Broken

Just packed my bag. Anyway,was really tired today cause I fall alsleep last night while chatting with m_. Only realised it this morning when I'm not in my usual sleeping position,fml. We chatted till like what wee hours can. & the best thing was,today is april fools. I ended up cheating quite a number of people that I'm pregnant. Okay,I just ended call with Bbei. We talked for like near 2hours. Zomg. I bluffed her that I got a bf:X Last joke before 1st April end. SHE ACTUALLY BELIEVE,hohohohhohohohohoho. Like totally believe,wait till she see this. She will kill+skin me alive. Anyway,heading to Malaysia in the morning tomorrow:D Still not sure when I'll be back. Auntie said that I can stay at her house as long as I want,and call someone to send me home when I feel like. Hohohohohho,can't wait:D But most probably back next week by monday or tues. Cause I need to shop! :D Alright,off now people! Update when I'm back:D