Life now

Life is slightly turning better. It'll be holiday soon! Need to overcome the mst first,damn): Everything is changing ,is it really time to let go and accept again? Because I hate getting use to everything again,hate to build the world about us again,hate to accept everything all over again. Need.to.overcome.my.own.barriers.and.everyone.around.me.before.I.am.doing.it

Need.to.go.Forever21

Desperately need Jeweled Love Connector Ring!!!!!!!!!!
Couldn't find this today): Got another one similar looking instead):

MST

I can totally smell MST now): 12June holiday,can't wait baby! MEETING THE CRAZYS ON 30th MAY!!!!!!!!!!!!

PolyMarinaaaaa

Friday=POLYMARINA^^
The 7 bitches went to try the bosum chair during lunch. Zomg. Super screwed): 6 of them were laughingggggggg at me. Super scary shit. Aww,and Jiahou pulled me up to the HIGHEST POINT just at the first try. Totally FML. Thank god they didn't took picture of me when I'm at the top.
But I secretly took Jiahou's pic,hohoho. Anyway,I was screaming and yelling at the top. Because I totally don't know how to tie the knot las,LOL. Super helpless can): Awww,& Jiahou super strong can. She can pull me all the way up(Y) Thank god I make it down. ^^ Slept after lunch,hahahahahah. Was super duper tired please): Watched boring show after lunch. Jp after that to meet SU MYATTY+KAREN (Y) (Y) (Y) (Y) Miss sumyattyyyyyyyyyy! Aww.
Anyway,WILL ONLY BE BACK FROM MSIA ON SUNDAY. SO MISS ME PEOPLE^^

Yet another friday,

Friday been comming real fast. And the horrible cycle begins again. Damn. Alright,today was another west coast day. Packed lunch there instead! ^^ Slept thru the lecture,don't blame me please. I bet everyone are sleeping too. Had lunch,LIKE FINALLY. & the 7 bitches bitch about people again! ^^ After that, class04 did maintenance which is clean the ship. HOW WONDERFUL I TELL YOU. Baking under the sun,$%^&*(. Release us early! Went jp to meet Karen! Had pepperlunch today,first time ever. The smell always turned me off that's why I didn't even want to try it=.= Overall was okay las. Had 2 ice cream today,ZOMG MAX. Headed home after walking the whole jp^^ Was super unwell when I reached home. Started to have breathing difficulties,like something pressing against me,damn. Was super unwell for the half hour,thought I would have fainted): Please don't come back again,the feeling is super duper ultra not comfortable+nice okay. Super painful ttm. ): ALRIGHT,OFF NOWWWWWWWW. Update soon!

Bitches shopping on sunday!!!!!!! Cant wait.

If only you know how I feel

If only you see how much I'm suffering,
If only you see how much I'm struggling,
If only you see how much I forced my tears back,
If only you see how much will I had to put on a strong front,
If only you see how much effort I tried to put in,
If only you see how difficult it was,
If only you knew,
I know it was for my own good,
but,the feeling is just horrible.
I.don't.feel.good.when.I.think.of.it
I just want to rant and complain to let everything out,holding on everything in me is really pulling me down. I lose all my hope,all my energy,all my strength. Need time to find them back.

One day,

I'll be there with my special one.

♥

Friends around me are amazingly great!! Bbei+Karen+Crazy Bitches from 03+04!!!!!!!! (♥)
Met up with Bbei yesterday!,& Thank Z for companying me in Orchard! & Thank J for sending me to school today,really shocked me when I saw you at the bus stop!!! & the wonderful bitches,totally bitch about everyone and eyecandy!!!! Meeting up Karen for lunch tomorrow!! ^^ Everything are great now except those module we're having & SHARON! Totally FML. But should not let her affect everything(: UPDATE SOON. ^^