Thursday, May 6, 2010

If only you know how I feel

If only you see how much I'm suffering,
If only you see how much I'm struggling,
If only you see how much I forced my tears back,
If only you see how much will I had to put on a strong front,
If only you see how much effort I tried to put in,
If only you see how difficult it was,
If only you knew,
I know it was for my own good,
but,the feeling is just horrible.
I.don't.feel.good.when.I.think.of.it
I just want to rant and complain to let everything out,holding on everything in me is really pulling me down. I lose all my hope,all my energy,all my strength. Need time to find them back.

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