Moved♥

Hey everyone,I'm moved. Try catching me somewhere else instead :)

I just want you to know what I want
I just want to have a little more time with you
I just want you to understand me

I let the phone rang till it stopped,
& the line hang up.
You still didn't answer.
Now,don't blame me for all this.

-Supperclub with bbei+phoebe ytd
-BugisJunction,BHG,OG
-Pastamania(Y)
-Lot1
-Twisted cheese potatoes):
-Cottonon
-HOME
-Stay home today. ^^

Hair cut yesterday,hohohoh.
SOMEONE PLEASE STOP THE DAMN DRILLING. I can't sleep in peace,FML.

Break

Hello people! ^^ Am back after MST. Anyway,MST was such a bitch,killer. I think I flunked practically every module except Financial Accounting paper. Must to buck up on next sem already!!!!! Everything have been going on great,& I have decided to go MelCamp on 11july-14july. Will be missing everyone esp baby+bbei♥ Need to get shopping done before this sem break is OVER. & Also going back malaysia one of the weekend on july to attend cousin wedding,CAN SEE MENGYAO ALREADYYYYY!!!! ^^ Must make full use of the holiday,hohoh. Alright,take care peepos:D

♥

One of the most awesome day ever.
Had jetty jump at poly marina today!!!! Was super dreading it since like last week,phobia of heights. & The jetty jump was about 2m. So we have jump after lunch today!!!! ^^ Was separated into 3 different groups,separated from my 6gfs): My group have,meixin,siewping,pinting,mark,casteel,nicholas,wukai,ivan,yazid,sashi&sufan/ Was trying not to laugh at other people,ESP THE ONE IN GROUP1,(HINT,you know who touch you know who butt) OPPS. Try finding out yourself. EPIC scene ttm. Until it was my turn,was behind siewping. & she totally scared the shit out of me as she started to panic): FINALLY,my turn. Freaking scared can,opened my eyes the moment I was in the sea. WRONG MOVE. My eyes hurted badly after that,& the seawater was salty x1234567898765432345678 times. Zomg maxxxxxxx. Joined with my group people den went in the raft. Thank god we got plently of guys in my group:X So the girls just sit and relaxxxx,hohohoh. Den finally we went back to shore!!!! ^^
7 of us started to shampoo+soap+conditional our hair and body. AWESOMEEEEE,1st time in public and we totally did obscene stuffs together,hohohoho. Changed clothes and headed home :D
ME♥THE 6gfs!!!!
Met with ♥ at jp for dinner. MADEINCANDY!!!!!!!!!!
Mst next week,update more during holidays. ^^

Life now

Life is slightly turning better. It'll be holiday soon! Need to overcome the mst first,damn): Everything is changing ,is it really time to let go and accept again? Because I hate getting use to everything again,hate to build the world about us again,hate to accept everything all over again. Need.to.overcome.my.own.barriers.and.everyone.around.me.before.I.am.doing.it

Need.to.go.Forever21

Desperately need Jeweled Love Connector Ring!!!!!!!!!!
Couldn't find this today): Got another one similar looking instead):

MST

I can totally smell MST now): 12June holiday,can't wait baby! MEETING THE CRAZYS ON 30th MAY!!!!!!!!!!!!

PolyMarinaaaaa

Friday=POLYMARINA^^
The 7 bitches went to try the bosum chair during lunch. Zomg. Super screwed): 6 of them were laughingggggggg at me. Super scary shit. Aww,and Jiahou pulled me up to the HIGHEST POINT just at the first try. Totally FML. Thank god they didn't took picture of me when I'm at the top.
But I secretly took Jiahou's pic,hohoho. Anyway,I was screaming and yelling at the top. Because I totally don't know how to tie the knot las,LOL. Super helpless can): Awww,& Jiahou super strong can. She can pull me all the way up(Y) Thank god I make it down. ^^ Slept after lunch,hahahahahah. Was super duper tired please): Watched boring show after lunch. Jp after that to meet SU MYATTY+KAREN (Y) (Y) (Y) (Y) Miss sumyattyyyyyyyyyy! Aww.
Anyway,WILL ONLY BE BACK FROM MSIA ON SUNDAY. SO MISS ME PEOPLE^^

Yet another friday,

Friday been comming real fast. And the horrible cycle begins again. Damn. Alright,today was another west coast day. Packed lunch there instead! ^^ Slept thru the lecture,don't blame me please. I bet everyone are sleeping too. Had lunch,LIKE FINALLY. & the 7 bitches bitch about people again! ^^ After that, class04 did maintenance which is clean the ship. HOW WONDERFUL I TELL YOU. Baking under the sun,$%^&*(. Release us early! Went jp to meet Karen! Had pepperlunch today,first time ever. The smell always turned me off that's why I didn't even want to try it=.= Overall was okay las. Had 2 ice cream today,ZOMG MAX. Headed home after walking the whole jp^^ Was super unwell when I reached home. Started to have breathing difficulties,like something pressing against me,damn. Was super unwell for the half hour,thought I would have fainted): Please don't come back again,the feeling is super duper ultra not comfortable+nice okay. Super painful ttm. ): ALRIGHT,OFF NOWWWWWWWW. Update soon!

Bitches shopping on sunday!!!!!!! Cant wait.

If only you know how I feel

If only you see how much I'm suffering,
If only you see how much I'm struggling,
If only you see how much I forced my tears back,
If only you see how much will I had to put on a strong front,
If only you see how much effort I tried to put in,
If only you see how difficult it was,
If only you knew,
I know it was for my own good,
but,the feeling is just horrible.
I.don't.feel.good.when.I.think.of.it
I just want to rant and complain to let everything out,holding on everything in me is really pulling me down. I lose all my hope,all my energy,all my strength. Need time to find them back.

One day,

I'll be there with my special one.

♥

Friends around me are amazingly great!! Bbei+Karen+Crazy Bitches from 03+04!!!!!!!! (♥)
Met up with Bbei yesterday!,& Thank Z for companying me in Orchard! & Thank J for sending me to school today,really shocked me when I saw you at the bus stop!!! & the wonderful bitches,totally bitch about everyone and eyecandy!!!! Meeting up Karen for lunch tomorrow!! ^^ Everything are great now except those module we're having & SHARON! Totally FML. But should not let her affect everything(: UPDATE SOON. ^^

Almost lost

Went toilet,came out. DAMN,which classroom did I came out from??!?!!?!?!?!?!
The first room? ( NO? It wasn't the nearest to the toilet )
The 2nd room? ( Hear the sound inside,some lady lecturer,NO?)
Spot toilet auntie when I went toilet,THANK GOD,They stand outside my class.
That's how I got back to my classroom.
Shermain+Jinling: LAUGHED LIKE MAD* YOU GOT LOST LIKE JIAHOU?
ME: Yeah,damn. Next time can't go toilet on my own. Almost wanted to call your to ask which classroom. WTF

TGIF,let me survive tomorrow.

Next phrase

You don't know how terrible I felt. It was that minute,I stared at it blankly. Why doesn't anything just make a damn sense in my mind. Why. I find it so hard to control myself,and thoughts just ran through my mind. Everything is horrible,why can't it be nightmare. At least let me wake up and find that everything will be back to where it was. If only.....With my utmost courage,I'll try.

Please for god sake,DON'T DROOL. Need this sweet dose now. Damn

Polymarinaaa

Hi people(: Went Polymarina today! Awesome(Y) The place is really really seriously wonderful though the distance there is HORRIBLE):
We had class at the 2nd floor. The scenery from the class to below is fabulous okay,esp when the whole window is glass,hohoho.

During class! Hohoh,today is great. We got a real early lunch for like 2hours+ the 7 of us went lunch together,damn noisy ttm. LMAO. & me+annnah+shermain+jinling+jiahou really can form complain club pleasezxzxzzz. We totally complained the whole entire day because the weather,etc. LMAO,i think that's how we got really close naozxzz.(: Went back class and we had a tie knotting class? Taught us different ways to tie knots. Was damn scared,cause they separated 03+04 into 3 groups!!! Jinling+annah was in grp2,while Shermain+Jiahou+Liting+Boni in grp1. & I was in grp3. FML las please. Thank goodness grp1+3 was tgtttt! Zomg,had a crazy time with Jiahou+Shermain!!!! Totally laughed+talked real loudly. & We kept talking about Belle+Edward from our class,LMAO canzxzzzzz. Hahaahaha. Time passes LIKE REAL FAST PLEASE. So amazing but true! After class went to take 30 with Liting+Jinling to JPPPP. Meet up with Bbei+Sj to go back JUYING. DAMN,I miss all of them. Su+KEUNHEE+Shahid+Bbei+Py+Hs+Gab+Florence+Marzie+MrsHon MUMMY+MISS NURUL+MISS WONG and everyone in 4e1!!!! MEET UP AGAIN SOOONNN EVERYONE:D

TGIF! Off now everyone,enjoy your weekend^^

Connecting dots

One of the best video ever,it set my mind thinking with many thoughts flashing through. Is this really what I wanted? Will the dots be connected? Someday,I believe it will though even I'm uncertain now. Because even you could make something the best out of it,it was just so amazing. Everything fall right into the space like how the puzzle pieces fits together. It was great to be optimistic. It was great to live life each day to the fullest doing what you enjoyed. Not for me now,hopefully,I'll be able to connect the dots soon. Don't let others rule over your mind and thinkings. Just be you,live life for yourself,not for others. Just continue looking,don't settle. The last part death actually impacted me the most. Live each day as if today will be your last day.

One of the best movtivation I ever had.

Going downhill.
The desire,the stepping stones,the mixed feelings. So sick,yet so clear.
Hey,it's time to show something. Maybe it's the time to settle down and think,what exactly it's.
Maybe.

Sorry all,not blogging as often as I'm right now. Many things happened. Too busy. Sorry.

I don't understand why it have alway to be me when you're actually the one
I don't understand why you don't understand how I feel when I showed so clearly
I don't understand why you always start to blame me when it is actually you
I don't understand why,cause I really don't. I wish to understand,BUT
DO YOU UNDERSTAND ABOUT ME?
Sometimes when I see you,I don't know whether to feel happy or sad,Happy because someone actually give a damn? Sad because someone give a damn yet don't even know why you did so?

First

First day in school,drained me out. Had 3 different lessons today. I only remember we touch alot about globalisation+poa. & what logistics+supply chain management./ God,totally ALIEN LANGUAGE TO ME PLEASEZXZZZZ. Monday ended the lastest at 5.30pm. FML ttm. 2 hours lunch break tomorrow,wtf? Web cam with MarzieTehteh during break! Her evil friends said I=MIC. (?!?!?!?!?!!?!?) Like totally no? ): Met with Shoptilldropppp,awesome service! (Y) Headed home after that. Still having fever. DIE.

I wished that you'll be beside me,at least your presence is important. But,where're you? G.O.N.E
I never felt so alone and unwanted,I wanted to rant and complain everything to you. But you didn't realise.

Pizzahut

Just gotten home from Tampines with bbei. Ikeaaaaa. Went to Pizzahut for dinner. Mad awesome,we had the 5course dinner. I had Spicy Prawn Aglio Olio while Bbei got Creamy Porcini Mushroom. AWESOME TTM(Y). Happy las pleasezxzz. PIZZAHUT AGAIN SOON. ^^ Shall try 'the tale of two temptation'& 'warm chocolate cake with ice cream' for dessert next time! Hohohoh. & yeah,having fever+sore throat right now. D.I.E,school starting tomorrow at 10AM & end at 5pm. FML,nay. Alright,need to rest nowwwwww. My throat is killing me.

Die

Wake up and realise I have sore throat+headache. DAMN.

Fujifilm Instax Mini 7s

wanted this so badly,drop one infront of me pleasezxzxzxzzzzzzz

Better

Life have been pretty great,of 10 I'll rate it a 8. Looking forward to school on monday but scare that I'll get lost,zomg max. Did online shopping today,greattttttttt. Need.to.get.a.new.bag!

Shawty is a eenie meenie miney mo lover! (Y) Addicted.

& You keep me comming back for more

Flagday! (Y)

Alright,today is the flagday! Met the usual people,except jiahou was sick): Was at BukitBatok till 9+? Met florence at central to have lunch & back to my house market den back to school. & I HAVE COLLECTED $99.25!! IN DOLLARS OKAY,not like what M said,in cents. Rawr. Wanted to show Soup I can collect $100!!!! can): Sad ttm. Anyway,THANKYOU ALL TO THOSE WHO DONATED ESP THOSE AUNTIES+UNCLES!!!!! Glad that I can help the president challenge people! Mr_. didn't want to help me count,cause alot coins. Make me count myselff,lols! Waited for Florence at FC2 den Went to T19 to find Py! Waited for Hs. AGES SINCE I LAST SAW YOU ALL! :D Went back doverrrrr,waited for bbei and went back to SMA building for the partehhhhhhhhhh. Went offf after awhile,& had dinner! Homed after that. Think I was caught in the hot sun in the morning+noon and got drenched on the way home,that's why I'm having FLU NOW. SUCK. Alright,no sch tml! Sch start next week,ZOMG. SO FASTTTTTTTTTTTTT. DANGZ.

Spice trgg!

Alright,had spice trg today! About sp website and stufffffs. Boring ttm. & GUESSED WHAT. I was late for class today. Was supposed to meet Jiahou+Shermain+AnnNah @ 9.50am! I only reached at like 10.05am when spice start at 10am?! Sorry to make them waittt): Sat with Shermain during the trg! She got a huge shock when she saw my thousand plus msgs,ULTIMATE(Y). Hohohohoh. Meeting them @ Bukitbatok at 7am! Seeeee you all there,I won't be late. PROMISEEE^^Bbei+HS+PY going the orientation party tomorrow too~ Off now! BYE PEOPLE

Orientation

OKAYYYYYYYYY. Today is awesome(Y) I just ended video call with bbeiiiiiiiiii. I think we video call for like an HOUR. Hohohoho.
Anyway,today orientation is better than expected. Was still worrying like a sick nanny yesterday night about if I'll reach MLT1 anotttttttttt. Cause is like real inside. Zomg ttm. & TQ for Bbei to keep me entertained this morning even your batt is real low): & MARZIEEEEEE,I managed to make new friends today:D & Florenceeee for calling me during break! & Zj,for teaching me the way to reach. Thank you all:D Was on time than they took our attendance. Make new friend and I'm in DMB1A04! ^^ Know more friends in 03 though): But we didn't have any ice breaker game. So we just talked and get to know each other! So we meeting at our building lobby on wednesday cause the 4 of us had forgotten the way to our classroom,lmao but trueee. I know like eh, Jiahou+Shermain+Ann Nah+JinLing+SweeYing & just got to know another guy from my class thru Fb. & in the noon,we went Poly Marina. Quite cool though^^ Me+Jiahou+Shermain+Ann Nah were LATE. PAISEHHHHHHHHHHH TTTTTTTMMMMMMMMMMM. Shall not elaborate):
NO ORIENTATION TML,SPICE training on wed! & Flag day on thur. Okay,BYE.

P/S: Thank to those who made a effort to msg me and ask how's my orientation!!! MEGA LOVE TO ALL OF YOU:D (BBEI+PY+HS+ZJ+G+JS+F+S+M)

So fast

Okayyyyyyyyyy,sm bbei was beside me when I typed my previous post. She came over to my house and we giggled+gossiped for the whole noon. Amazing or what. It felt greatttt when we start to @#$%^&* about others:X hohhoho,total meanies. Lesser time together after we start school): & to mention about start school,ORIENTATION IS LIKE STARTING NEXT MON. Excited...NOT. Dreaded/Hope I won't get losttttttttttt,damn. Alright,I just managed to finish 2 awesome shows(Y). Okies dorkie,off for now:D

:D BBEIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII IS BESIDE ME NOW. ^^ Hohohohhohoohho,we spent the whole day laughing at people,zomg.

HELLLOOO, CCJY is a big fat mad meannieeeeee. ( LIKE NOOOOOOO. )

HOHOHOHHOOHOHOHHOH.

Kbox+Malaysiaaaaaaaa

Alright,as promised okay^^ Am getting lazier after comming back from Malaysia. So on the 31March,Flo+Cass+ME went KBOX. Sorry for letting your wait for me okay): Had YTF,so like now is already 8th of April,8 DAYS SINCE I LAST ATE YTF AT JP! Damn. Okay,so we headed to KBOX AFTER THAT. Mad awesome,we got high,serious. Hohohhoho,I think we're like damn loud,zomg. Hahahhahaha,kbox again soon! & I want to go Kidamaze before I turned 18!
Amount of food we had,didn't finish though.

Went to the toilet after that,MAD NICE I TELL YOU. LOL.MORE PICTURE @FB!!!

2nd APRIL
Okay,so I went to MALAYSIA on the 2nd of APRIL. ME+1stGORGOR+DADDY+COUSIN. Malaysia is just so horribly wonderful. I gained like NUMEROUS mosquito bites back+fats+darker. Reached Malaysia at like 3pm,went to 2nd auntie's house. GOT A HUGE SHOCK. Saw 2 dogs awaiting us at the doorstep. FML TTM,totally regretted x12329083084,the moment I saw the dogs): I hide in the house the 3 days unless we need to go out just to hide from the dogs. Didn't even have the chance to explore the garden): After we reached,3rd auntie drove us the (?) to touch fishes which are said to give you luck if you managed to touch. The fishes are likeeeeeeeeee huge,really huge & BLACK. I managed to touch a goldfish though. There's a huge black fish swimming infront of me but I dare not touch. ): Headed back and slept at like 10+ because we got nothing to do): Slept really well though daddy+gorgor said that they didn't sleep due to the noises.3rd APRILNeed to wake up at 7 !!! Went to the cemetery to sao mu. FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY 16YEARS OF LIFE I ACTUALLY WENT TO THE CEMETERY. The experience was 'awesome'. Anyway,I saw my Primary2 niece MengYao for the first time too. She damn cute okay. The elderly called her to call me Bian yi(AUNT),but she don't want. She told them I'm not aunt,not that old. Must call me jiejie,hhohohohoho. Den the elderly totally bwg and she kept calling me jiejie instead,cute or what. & It was mad hot please,I ALMOST MELTED. & my shoes was stuck with soils+mudddddddd. Zomg ttm. Thank goodness,auntie's friends got us soyabean^^ Went to the nearby coffeeshop to have lunch treated by 3rd auntie's husband,hohohohho. Went home and slept the whole afternoon cause all oof us were REALLY REALLY REALLY tired ttm): Woke up and went to find mummy's side 5th auntie and 1st uncle from daddy side. ( VERY CONFUSING I KNOW,but both my mummy+daddy side relatives live in Muar AND stay REALLY close together like the next house/street) The moment I reached 1st uncle house,I wish I'm whiter instead. Both my nieces look so ADORABLE,they're like the cutest baby I ever met,swear okay. Den when the another 2 nieces came out looking blacker, no one bother about them. All the attention went straight to my 2 whiter nieces okay. LMAO. Anyway,the younger niece is now the wall paper in my phone:D 3rd auntie brought us to dinner. YOU TELL ME HOW CAN I NOT TURN FAT. When all my auntie+uncles fed me really well for every meal,( Breakfast,lunch,hightea,dinner,supper) HOW YOU TELL ME. (!)(!)
Okay,my mad adorable younger niece. Her cheeks very nice to pinch ley,hohoho.THEIR FACE VERY VVVVV LEY):
This's her sister which is as adorable as her. She kept complaining to me that her daddy(my cousin) like to buy clothes for her when she have lots of it(!)(!) She even told him not to buy any more for her. & I SWEAR ALL HER CLOTHES are damn pretty+cute okayzxzzzz.
Both of them are my 1st uncle's granddaughter which are my nieces-.-
Went 3rd auntie's house after dinner,she own a HUGE temple. 3 of my nieces stayed there,damn cute okay. They wore the matching tiger pjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjs!
Mengyao:D She's like a xiao meimei when she's with me. But when her younger sister is there,she's really sensible and take care of her okay.
Her younger sisterrrr.^^

Another niece staying with them too. The 3 of them are my 3rd auntie's granddaughters^^
Didn't managed to take picture with 2nd's auntie grand children!! & most of my nieces are females. & TELL YOU SOMETHING SCARIER. My 1st auntie grandchildren are older den me in their 20s,IMAGINE CALLING SOMEONE aunt,zomg. All the nieces are from daddy's side. I GOT LIKE EVEN MORE NIECES AT MUMMY'S SIDE OKAY.
ZOMGZOMG,7 NOW. UPLOAD THE REST OF THE PHOTO LATER OR TOMORROW!!!!

P/S: LASTEST PIC OF ME NOW.
Just reborned my hair today,HELLO STRAIGHT HAIR:D

HELLO,I'M STILL NOT DEAD YET. Shall update tonight. PINKY PROMISE^^

Broken

Just packed my bag. Anyway,was really tired today cause I fall alsleep last night while chatting with m_. Only realised it this morning when I'm not in my usual sleeping position,fml. We chatted till like what wee hours can. & the best thing was,today is april fools. I ended up cheating quite a number of people that I'm pregnant. Okay,I just ended call with Bbei. We talked for like near 2hours. Zomg. I bluffed her that I got a bf:X Last joke before 1st April end. SHE ACTUALLY BELIEVE,hohohohhohohohohoho. Like totally believe,wait till she see this. She will kill+skin me alive. Anyway,heading to Malaysia in the morning tomorrow:D Still not sure when I'll be back. Auntie said that I can stay at her house as long as I want,and call someone to send me home when I feel like. Hohohohohho,can't wait:D But most probably back next week by monday or tues. Cause I need to shop! :D Alright,off now people! Update when I'm back:D

Identity

15 more mins to 12 midnight. March is comming to the end. The last day of March was really well spent. ^^ Here comes April,a new beginning. Starting school in 12days time. Can't wait for Friday! Time for more retail therpy. Kbox today was A.W.E.S.O.M.E with a capital A. Blog in detail tomorrow:D It was great after sweating a whole lot out today. Alright,off now.

P/S: GOT 2 NEW CARDS ADDED TO MY WALLET TODAY. GREAT

pc

FML. TTM.

Damsel in distress

Last day of work tomorrow,zomg. Awesome(Y),smelling the freedom ahead of me now. Heading to kbox this wed. Can't wait for fridayyyyyyyyyyy.! Blog again tomorrow:D

Never ending

Okay,just came home from Sp:D Went to get Lenova baby. Hohohoh,was deciding between Lenova Lightweight or Lenova High end. Got the High end one in the end got the screen is bigger,zomg. Hahaha,but the design is rather ugly): Dull black not the glossy kind. But is okay las^^ Anyway,the weather yesterday and today are totally killing me. Fml ttm. I got a speeding headache after I got home from Bugis yesterday. Went out today and came home with headache AGAIN. WTF.
OKAY,yesterday was reallyyyyyyyyyy awesome. Went Bugis,HajiLane,ThievesMarket,BugisStreet,BugisJunction. SO YOU CAN LIKE IMAGINE HOW SORE MY LEGS ARE. AND HOW THIRSTY I FELT. Me+Bbei spend like _. ON FOOD+DRINKS. WTF. Near to the amount I spent on new accessories and skirt. And I think I must be quite mad to get new skirt because I have got like near to 10 skirts in the cupboard,& most of them are only wore like once or twice? ZOMG. Need new shorts. Esp the one in FOX. ): Having nautical craze now. Bbei is so sick of me right now. HOHOHOHOHOHO. OKAY,need to watch my korea drama nowwwww. WHY DID WEEKEND END SO FAST?
P/s: HEADING TO MSIA NEXT WEEKEND^^ Hope daddy's side auntie will drive me to find mummy's side auntie!!!

Bugis

ME+BBEI Went bugis today. Zomg,tired ttm. Blog again tomorrow^^

Night with ♥

Friday yesterday was mad awesome(Y). Headed to work in the morning): HAD CHICKEN RICE FROM 907,auntie bought it for me(L) Zomg,still that same familiar smell+taste^^ Did L_. product after lunch,FML TTM. The bag suck big time. Totally hate zip from now,my fingers+shoulder hurt badly): Oh,did I mention? I'm STOPPING WORK NEXT WEEK. Mad happy x12345436. Okay,anyway,I was torture by work till 5.30pm. Like a bird free from cage,zomgggggg. Headed to Jp,find foooddddd. Called Sumyat to rush her,HEHOHAAAAAAA. Took 241! Me+Sumyat laughed like mad on bus,like never meet for thousands of year that kind okay. Reached sch,Bbei+Py+W+Wf+Hs+Flo+Cass were in school alreadyyy. Laughed like mad,(L) catching up session! ^^ Awesome night catching up with MrSingh+MrTeo(WITHOUT GLASSES,WENT TO LASIK)+MrsHon(Wanted to talk longer but ex-jyian disturb): ) +MdmYe! Oh yeahhhhhh,Mr Teo look like me & said you this kind of face want to go maritime business meh,ZOMGGGGGGG. I don't wish to tooooo): FML.
Fave pic of the night(♥)
Flo+Me+Cass!
Was mad cold in training room): Borrow Flo's jacket!
BBEI+ME. (L)
KX+ME. ^^
JONI LOVE TO ACT FUNNY WHEN SHE TAKE PHOTO WITH ME,HAHA.
THIS IS HOW NORMAL SHE LOOK when she took pictures with othes. LOL ttm.FLOLEE+ME. Kbox next week!!!!!!!!!!!

Blur pic of me+mrsingh. Kuni was oh-so-jealous. She wanted to take pic with Mrsingh so real badly. Hohohohoh.Okay,head home with Kuniiiii(L) Went to 7-11 to find food.Hohohohoh. She had cup noodle& even taught me to eat noodle faster using korean way,rah. I had bread! We even tried dipping the melon bread into Tomyan soup. ZOMG GROSS BUT TASTE HEAVENLY. Oxymoron much. Haha,more next time! ^^Upload on fb later! OH,FORGET TO SAY THE MAIN PURPOSE OF GOING BACK SCHOOL YTD. Mr Harris launched JyianConnect on Fb yesterday! Go joinnnnnnnn okay^^ & Oh,some stranger casted cynical comment on us yesterday night. Who are you to give us such comment,totally none of your business. Pissed ttm. Shall not let someone not worth spoilt my mood. Heading out in 1hour time. NEED TO PREPARE NOW. BYE. ^^

Tomorrow

Can't wait for tomorrow!
Work>Jp>Kinderjoy+nachocheeseeee>Jyss.
Bbei+Karen+Sumyat+Keunheeeee+Cassandraa+Py+Hs+Wennieeeee miss all of you! ^^

Awesome

Had the best cheesefries I ever had yesterday again with bbei after dragging there by her):
Short post today cause it's like what 11.36pm NOWWWWWW.ZOMG,got work tomorrow. FML. That explain the huge hideous eyebag I have got):
See you people on friday,(those who going back jyss). Miss you people! Esp bbei+karen! ^^
BYE!

I knew

You'll never be mine.
Decided to take leave next friday if there's work for kbox+jyss alumni.
Bye people. Need to do something productive this afternoon as I have decided not to go out! Kind of lazy+really feeling not well. Fml.
P/s: NEED TO CLEAN MY ROOM.(!)(!)(!)(!) & Clear those heaps of clothes that I never wear before. Die.
Catch me around people!

Weekend

Starting to love weekend alot especially it means no work! Totally greattttttttttt^^v went to bbei house first. (L) the purple+darkblue nail polish. (Y) I love OPI new collection,Alice in the wonderland.-Mad as a hatter! Mad nice,no?
ANYWAY,went to Joanne's house after that! ^^ Xiaoling is mad cuteeeeeeee,zomg. Got Joanne's eyes+lashes. Hhohhohohoh. Home after that. Out tomorrow! :D

p/s: IT FINNALY CAME. GOD THANK.

Almost perfect

So cute! Shinwooooo~
Okay,anyway. Today was almost great. Had cup noodle for lunch with bbei,fol for morning incident)))): & THE BEST THING OF ALL WAS,_. FINALLY MESSAGE. Zomg,god thank pleasezxzzzzz,Been waiting for you since like what DEC?!?!?!?! & had the best cheese fries I ever had. AWESOME(Y) Onion rings was rather ):
Butbutbutbutbutbut,it was almost perfect except _. arrived. I don't know wtf happen. FML ttm. What to do): & another thing was,_. DIDN'T COME SINCE LIKE WHAT 3 MONTHS AGO. ZOMG,WTF IS THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!. Please please): Don't expect me to resort to the last method): Please,for once I hope it actually come):
Almost perfect day):

Appreciate

Starting to appreciate everyone around me now,especially the bunch of wonderful friends I have got. That stood throughout me,major (L) to all of you! You know who you're! (♥)

P/s: @ FLORENCE,I'll make it before 31march!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
P/ss: JUST FINISHED DOWN WITH LOVE YESTERDAY!! Catch it okay! ^^
P/sss: I wish today was friday instead of monday):

Great weekend

After going out every weekend,I decided to stay at home this weekend instead! Great(Y) Lying on bed,reading good book and have chips! Awesome ttm. Watch Down with love,giggled like mad. Melt my heart esp the last part of ep13^^ Shall head out next weekend^^
Forever21,wait for me!!!!

P/S: SHOULD I GET DORINDA'S SHUFFLER/CHAMPTON PLEATHER TOTE/KLUMER'S BUCKLE WEEKENDER BAG??????

Grey

It takes 2 hands to clap,don't treat me like a 3years old kid. Don't do all this in front of me,it doesn't make me jealous at all. It make me feel so sick and disgusted,totally. If you don't try to keep it going,please for fucking goodness sake,I REPEAT FOR THE LAST TIME. Don't expect me to cling on you and continue all this shit.Don't start to push all the blames on me and dig out things that happen HUNDRED,THOUSAND,MILLION,TRILLION,ZILLION years ago.

TGIF in a few hours time^^

Started work again today,did sealing the whole day. Totally want to sleep): _. passed me foood! Really (L) it,mad awesome! PLUS THE _. Miss you): Just had a jar of lemonade. Needa sleeep now.

I got a whole list of things to do before sch reopen,LIKE SERIOUSLY ALOTTTTTTTTTTTTT): I need time,esp time in MARCH. Need catch a movie+kbox(!)(!)(!)(!)(!)(!)(!)

What is gonna to happen 10 years down the road? Will we still be the same?

Work

Today was (Y). Went over to bbei's house after lunch. Watched Fantasy Couple,I JUST COULDN'T SIT STILL. Must walk here and there,hohohoh. & We actually start playing BARBIE. Zomg,back to childhood! (Y)(Y) Shall play again next time!

Working tomorrow,catch me this weekend people! (misses)

It fly away

Have you think carefully enough? So after all this catching,it was back to the original place again. The journey was long,indeed up&down everywhere. We gave up once,but continue again. Than,I decided to stop and return back to square. But you came running back to me and life continue. We were so near to it,but slowly,everything drifted apart. I wasn't where I'm suppose to be. Maybe,I was tired from running and chasing. I just want something peaceful. But,you couldn't give. Hurting,but you're back to _. again. It wouldn't be that saddening if it wasn't _.,but it was. Truth hurts. Even right now,the tiniest hope held,I refused to chase after it. That's the last time I'll stalk you again,till then.

YESTERDAY.
Bbei>JP>Value>Kinderjoy(FIRST IN MY LIFE)>Nachochip+sourcream>Mango-peach iceblend>YongTauFu>Frigging FULLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL.
TODAY.
Maggie>Downwithlove>Florence's back^^
It's ♥ at first sight.Someone get me that baby for me(!)(!)

Hurt

Not working tomorrow,wait till they call me:D Was damn tired for the last 3 days): Didn't get enough sleeeep pleasezxz,I wonder how did I go through it in the past when I OT straight for 2weeks plus. Guessssss,I'm really old now): Thank goodness even though Florence is not there,someone is there with me:D More of a sister than a mother to me though she' quite old already): But she's very nice x12345677899 OKAYYYYY. She even wanted to bring me to join some society event and we even discusss about boys,totally wtf I know. But she's awesome(Y) Still remember the day she help me when everything was jammed): She even complained and told them not the bully me,awwwww): still got several auntie that're nice except this horrible ahlai auntie from sm side): Whatever it's. Blah. Shall not continue more,or else everyone will think I'm someone horrible.
Went jp after work to meet with someone 180cm. I really wonder if I'm mad or what. I actually neeed to turn my head up to see him canzxz. Fml ttm. Cannot teach him chem already or else I'll die of envy when I seee his height everytime): Anyway,sorrry for making you eat yongtaufooooooooooo,hohohohho.
Didn't went out today. Slept to the fullest to replenish my loss of sleeep the past few days. NEVER SLEPT SO NICE BEFORE. Slept 9hours plus I think,hohoh.Will be out tomorrow,miss me people^^


Why do I feel so crap inside when I know such things will happen again,when I know that this day will come. But I thought,you'll wait for me. But you didn't. I have been trying do you know that? I guess,time to let you go. Bye,don't turn back anymore. Because when you did the previous time,I was all over you again. Not another time again. You made me hurt.

I gave up

Daddy finally solve my problem. He told me he want to use HTC for awhile. Awesome(Y) I really give up on giving HTC cannzxzzzzz. Fucking confusingggggg,and the button for messaging is wtfzxzzz smallllll. & THE MOST Wtf thing was,I can't bluetooth people songs/picture.(?!?!?!?!?!) But thank goodness,Nokia5800 got Wifiiiiiiiiiii so catch me in Fb yeah? ^^ Working tomorrow tooooooooo! Tomorrow is a impt day! Because Leekaren birthday+ _. COMMING BACK. ZOMGGGGGGGGGG. Miss you like mad please. Alright,shalll blog tomorrow again.

Hidden

Say goodbye to afternoon naps+shopping+watching show cause I'm back to work tomorrow! Fat pig called me todayyyy,so yeahyeah. I was dying at home today): Thank goodness ♥ called and went out for awhile.Managed to watch cruel temptation today! :D Hohohohoh,am done with the Sp online enrolment thingy already. Totally KILL ME ttm. Need to catch sleep now,seeee ya tomorrow Karen!

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Dear you-know-who

Remember my (!)(!)(!)
Remember to take care of yourself,esp your damn nose.
Yeah,+ your cheena totally CMI. Hope you'll survive.
HOHOHOHOHO,msg me when you touch SG okayyyyyyyy.
takecaretakecare

Great day

Totally (L) today. Though was kind of pissed off in the morning. Finally decided to go clinic this morning,wanted to ask KAREN but she going out): So yeah,went alone. Got zero idea at first where the hell was 836(!) Was more shock when I see the dilapidated clinic,ZOMG? Went off after hearing that there's no X-ray there. Wtf x10. Was ranting to both bbei+leonard! Went to Jp to meet Bbeiiiiii+her mummyyyy,hohohoh. Than Marzie camee(!) Long time no see alreadyyyy,walked around & both of them pei me go CHECKUP,mad sweet of them:D Waited damn longgg): like seriously please. Had urinetest+xray+eyecheck+earscheck+bloodpressure and some stomach check. Quite fast though,is the waiting time that killlll. Went to mcafe after that to find bbei+marzieeeeee,walked around the whole JPPPPPPPPPPP,like a zillion times.
Daddy+mummy came to find me and have dinner togetherrrrrr. Ajisenajisenajisen! Have my fave mango snoweryice after that. Totally awesome(Y) HEHOHAAAAAA,still no job for me):
Going off now,BYEEEE.
PS:Should I get that bag anottt?!?!?!!
&&&&& TAKE FENGHENG WHEN YOU'RE IN CHINA(!)(!)(!)(!),didn't manage to take photo with you):

HAVE UPLOADING YJC PICS ALREADY,I looked like horrible pleasezxzzzzzzz. Sorry for letting JONI wait so long,hohohohhoho

Somdays,I wonder

Alright,changed new phone again. Rah. HTC really is way too high tec for me already): Even my previous Nokia,I have to figure out those things for a few days okayyy. & After using it for 2months,I kind of get used already. Now,changing to HTC. Zomg,HTC is way more complicated than Nokia pleasezxzzzzz. Anyway,but I (L) HTC very muchhhh. Mummy will be using my Nokia phone noww. & OH,I have changed my no. already(; 8117XXXX is not in use already! 9824XXXX is my new no. Ask me if you want to know okay. Have texted those supersupersuper impt people already:D OKAYYYYYYYY. Off to catch my sleep now! Bye people ^^

Sucks

Am down with a flu+headache+sorethroat. ZOMG,wtf is this?!?!?! Anyway,was perfectly fine this morning before heading out to YJC fair. Okay,so I went to find bbeiiiiiii. Bbeiii's mummy is CUTEEEEEEEEEE.(Y) Went JP first to _. Our deepest secret okie dokie? Cannot tell others. I got so tempted by the owl+the bag from Talisman. SCREAMZZZZZ* Done with _. , went to meet HS+PY+WENNIEE. Went YJC & me+sm because of _. walked all the way to YJC and got cheatedd by this damn purple shirt guy. WTF x10. Reached,MAD HOT. Seriouslyyyyy,when me+bbei were in black+long sleeve. Zomg. Find Joniiiiii and food.^^ Walked around and bid farewell to Joniiiii. Head to Northpointtt,foods there are AWESOME.(Y) Now I must throw the LJS coupon inside wallet,been wanting to try since AGES BUT HAVEN'T GOT THE CHANCE YET. ): Till 7MARCH ONLY):
Oh,am having break next week. Been preventing myself to go out too often nowaday. Because the bus fares are like zomg expensive. & I'll end up spending at least 20bux when I go out nowwww. Suck ttm. & I just added another nail polish to my faceshop nailpolish collection. & I so wanted to buy new slipperrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr esp the one in peach from NET,bbei looked at me and called me to put it backkkkkkkkkk):
NEED.TO.GO.OFF.NOW
Sacrifie my sleep to watch A'sC. CAN SOMEONE STOP THE FLU IN ME?

What a day

Work is really killing me. Not the work given but the people there. Wupo+Ringdingdong. Fml ttm,hope march will come and end fast and get me out of this damn company. Won't ever ever wish to step back there again. Mygod,I'm like aching all over now): Need.Retail.Therpy(!)(!)(!) ONE MORE DAY TO GO TO WEEKEND! Jiayou Bbei+Karen^^ Felt way better after ranting all those bullshit out to each other,HEHOHA. Alright,shall blog again tomorrow~

When you really want to show that you meant it,don't talk. Action speaks louder than words. Because talks are just cheap,it doesn't mean anything. Nothing at all.
One day you really show,but another you don't. So which one exactly is you? One day you can dump me like some trash but another, you can treat me like some queen.

Worst day ever,

+ =

Exactly what I'm feeling right now. I so wanted to slap + swear a long string of vulgarities right into your damn face. FML TTM. Don't fucking think you're oh-my-fucking-ass-great.