Moved♥

Hey everyone,I'm moved. Try catching me somewhere else instead :)

I just want you to know what I want
I just want to have a little more time with you
I just want you to understand me

I let the phone rang till it stopped,
& the line hang up.
You still didn't answer.
Now,don't blame me for all this.

-Supperclub with bbei+phoebe ytd
-BugisJunction,BHG,OG
-Pastamania(Y)
-Lot1
-Twisted cheese potatoes):
-Cottonon
-HOME
-Stay home today. ^^

Hair cut yesterday,hohohoh.
SOMEONE PLEASE STOP THE DAMN DRILLING. I can't sleep in peace,FML.

Break

Hello people! ^^ Am back after MST. Anyway,MST was such a bitch,killer. I think I flunked practically every module except Financial Accounting paper. Must to buck up on next sem already!!!!! Everything have been going on great,& I have decided to go MelCamp on 11july-14july. Will be missing everyone esp baby+bbei♥ Need to get shopping done before this sem break is OVER. & Also going back malaysia one of the weekend on july to attend cousin wedding,CAN SEE MENGYAO ALREADYYYYY!!!! ^^ Must make full use of the holiday,hohoh. Alright,take care peepos:D

♥

One of the most awesome day ever.
Had jetty jump at poly marina today!!!! Was super dreading it since like last week,phobia of heights. & The jetty jump was about 2m. So we have jump after lunch today!!!! ^^ Was separated into 3 different groups,separated from my 6gfs): My group have,meixin,siewping,pinting,mark,casteel,nicholas,wukai,ivan,yazid,sashi&sufan/ Was trying not to laugh at other people,ESP THE ONE IN GROUP1,(HINT,you know who touch you know who butt) OPPS. Try finding out yourself. EPIC scene ttm. Until it was my turn,was behind siewping. & she totally scared the shit out of me as she started to panic): FINALLY,my turn. Freaking scared can,opened my eyes the moment I was in the sea. WRONG MOVE. My eyes hurted badly after that,& the seawater was salty x1234567898765432345678 times. Zomg maxxxxxxx. Joined with my group people den went in the raft. Thank god we got plently of guys in my group:X So the girls just sit and relaxxxx,hohohoh. Den finally we went back to shore!!!! ^^
7 of us started to shampoo+soap+conditional our hair and body. AWESOMEEEEE,1st time in public and we totally did obscene stuffs together,hohohoho. Changed clothes and headed home :D
ME♥THE 6gfs!!!!
Met with ♥ at jp for dinner. MADEINCANDY!!!!!!!!!!
Mst next week,update more during holidays. ^^

Life now

Life is slightly turning better. It'll be holiday soon! Need to overcome the mst first,damn): Everything is changing ,is it really time to let go and accept again? Because I hate getting use to everything again,hate to build the world about us again,hate to accept everything all over again. Need.to.overcome.my.own.barriers.and.everyone.around.me.before.I.am.doing.it

Need.to.go.Forever21

Desperately need Jeweled Love Connector Ring!!!!!!!!!!
Couldn't find this today): Got another one similar looking instead):

MST

I can totally smell MST now): 12June holiday,can't wait baby! MEETING THE CRAZYS ON 30th MAY!!!!!!!!!!!!

PolyMarinaaaaa

Friday=POLYMARINA^^
The 7 bitches went to try the bosum chair during lunch. Zomg. Super screwed): 6 of them were laughingggggggg at me. Super scary shit. Aww,and Jiahou pulled me up to the HIGHEST POINT just at the first try. Totally FML. Thank god they didn't took picture of me when I'm at the top.
But I secretly took Jiahou's pic,hohoho. Anyway,I was screaming and yelling at the top. Because I totally don't know how to tie the knot las,LOL. Super helpless can): Awww,& Jiahou super strong can. She can pull me all the way up(Y) Thank god I make it down. ^^ Slept after lunch,hahahahahah. Was super duper tired please): Watched boring show after lunch. Jp after that to meet SU MYATTY+KAREN (Y) (Y) (Y) (Y) Miss sumyattyyyyyyyyyy! Aww.
Anyway,WILL ONLY BE BACK FROM MSIA ON SUNDAY. SO MISS ME PEOPLE^^

Yet another friday,

Friday been comming real fast. And the horrible cycle begins again. Damn. Alright,today was another west coast day. Packed lunch there instead! ^^ Slept thru the lecture,don't blame me please. I bet everyone are sleeping too. Had lunch,LIKE FINALLY. & the 7 bitches bitch about people again! ^^ After that, class04 did maintenance which is clean the ship. HOW WONDERFUL I TELL YOU. Baking under the sun,$%^&*(. Release us early! Went jp to meet Karen! Had pepperlunch today,first time ever. The smell always turned me off that's why I didn't even want to try it=.= Overall was okay las. Had 2 ice cream today,ZOMG MAX. Headed home after walking the whole jp^^ Was super unwell when I reached home. Started to have breathing difficulties,like something pressing against me,damn. Was super unwell for the half hour,thought I would have fainted): Please don't come back again,the feeling is super duper ultra not comfortable+nice okay. Super painful ttm. ): ALRIGHT,OFF NOWWWWWWWW. Update soon!

Bitches shopping on sunday!!!!!!! Cant wait.

If only you know how I feel

If only you see how much I'm suffering,
If only you see how much I'm struggling,
If only you see how much I forced my tears back,
If only you see how much will I had to put on a strong front,
If only you see how much effort I tried to put in,
If only you see how difficult it was,
If only you knew,
I know it was for my own good,
but,the feeling is just horrible.
I.don't.feel.good.when.I.think.of.it
I just want to rant and complain to let everything out,holding on everything in me is really pulling me down. I lose all my hope,all my energy,all my strength. Need time to find them back.

One day,

I'll be there with my special one.

♥

Friends around me are amazingly great!! Bbei+Karen+Crazy Bitches from 03+04!!!!!!!! (♥)
Met up with Bbei yesterday!,& Thank Z for companying me in Orchard! & Thank J for sending me to school today,really shocked me when I saw you at the bus stop!!! & the wonderful bitches,totally bitch about everyone and eyecandy!!!! Meeting up Karen for lunch tomorrow!! ^^ Everything are great now except those module we're having & SHARON! Totally FML. But should not let her affect everything(: UPDATE SOON. ^^

Almost lost

Went toilet,came out. DAMN,which classroom did I came out from??!?!!?!?!?!?!
The first room? ( NO? It wasn't the nearest to the toilet )
The 2nd room? ( Hear the sound inside,some lady lecturer,NO?)
Spot toilet auntie when I went toilet,THANK GOD,They stand outside my class.
That's how I got back to my classroom.
Shermain+Jinling: LAUGHED LIKE MAD* YOU GOT LOST LIKE JIAHOU?
ME: Yeah,damn. Next time can't go toilet on my own. Almost wanted to call your to ask which classroom. WTF

TGIF,let me survive tomorrow.

Next phrase

You don't know how terrible I felt. It was that minute,I stared at it blankly. Why doesn't anything just make a damn sense in my mind. Why. I find it so hard to control myself,and thoughts just ran through my mind. Everything is horrible,why can't it be nightmare. At least let me wake up and find that everything will be back to where it was. If only.....With my utmost courage,I'll try.

Please for god sake,DON'T DROOL. Need this sweet dose now. Damn

Polymarinaaa

Hi people(: Went Polymarina today! Awesome(Y) The place is really really seriously wonderful though the distance there is HORRIBLE):
We had class at the 2nd floor. The scenery from the class to below is fabulous okay,esp when the whole window is glass,hohoho.

During class! Hohoh,today is great. We got a real early lunch for like 2hours+ the 7 of us went lunch together,damn noisy ttm. LMAO. & me+annnah+shermain+jinling+jiahou really can form complain club pleasezxzxzzz. We totally complained the whole entire day because the weather,etc. LMAO,i think that's how we got really close naozxzz.(: Went back class and we had a tie knotting class? Taught us different ways to tie knots. Was damn scared,cause they separated 03+04 into 3 groups!!! Jinling+annah was in grp2,while Shermain+Jiahou+Liting+Boni in grp1. & I was in grp3. FML las please. Thank goodness grp1+3 was tgtttt! Zomg,had a crazy time with Jiahou+Shermain!!!! Totally laughed+talked real loudly. & We kept talking about Belle+Edward from our class,LMAO canzxzzzzz. Hahaahaha. Time passes LIKE REAL FAST PLEASE. So amazing but true! After class went to take 30 with Liting+Jinling to JPPPP. Meet up with Bbei+Sj to go back JUYING. DAMN,I miss all of them. Su+KEUNHEE+Shahid+Bbei+Py+Hs+Gab+Florence+Marzie+MrsHon MUMMY+MISS NURUL+MISS WONG and everyone in 4e1!!!! MEET UP AGAIN SOOONNN EVERYONE:D

TGIF! Off now everyone,enjoy your weekend^^

Connecting dots

One of the best video ever,it set my mind thinking with many thoughts flashing through. Is this really what I wanted? Will the dots be connected? Someday,I believe it will though even I'm uncertain now. Because even you could make something the best out of it,it was just so amazing. Everything fall right into the space like how the puzzle pieces fits together. It was great to be optimistic. It was great to live life each day to the fullest doing what you enjoyed. Not for me now,hopefully,I'll be able to connect the dots soon. Don't let others rule over your mind and thinkings. Just be you,live life for yourself,not for others. Just continue looking,don't settle. The last part death actually impacted me the most. Live each day as if today will be your last day.

One of the best movtivation I ever had.

Going downhill.
The desire,the stepping stones,the mixed feelings. So sick,yet so clear.
Hey,it's time to show something. Maybe it's the time to settle down and think,what exactly it's.
Maybe.

Sorry all,not blogging as often as I'm right now. Many things happened. Too busy. Sorry.

I don't understand why it have alway to be me when you're actually the one
I don't understand why you don't understand how I feel when I showed so clearly
I don't understand why you always start to blame me when it is actually you
I don't understand why,cause I really don't. I wish to understand,BUT
DO YOU UNDERSTAND ABOUT ME?
Sometimes when I see you,I don't know whether to feel happy or sad,Happy because someone actually give a damn? Sad because someone give a damn yet don't even know why you did so?